Special

"Special" is the third track of Gabbie Hanna's second EP, "Bad Karma ". It was released on May 15, 2020. The song and EP were a follow-up to Hanna's most recent single (at the time), "Glass House", which was also featured on "Bad Karma".

Music Video
The music video was released to her personal channel, Gabbie Hanna, on June 14, 2020, one month after "Bad Karma" was released. It has amassed over 800,000 views

Lyrics
I'm not special Who the hell am I to think I'm special? I'm not so well Thanks for asking But you probably figured what else is new I try my best still But if I die, wind up in some mess You'll keep my head filled With the notion that I don't deserve this life that I've built

I'm not special, special Don't know why I thought I could be someone I'm no one To anyone who knows me I'm a burden, I'm certain The only thing I'm good for is hurtin' the ones I love

I wanna be special But I don't know if it's worth all of this stress You don't know my struggle 'Cause I don't tell it If I did, I really don't think you'd be bothered to hear it anyway If I sang a song Would you listen? Or would you tell me that I'm terrible? If I played along To ease the friction Would you still tell me that I'm terrible?

Oh, I'm not special, special Don't know why I thought I could be someone I'm no one To anyone who knows me I'm a burden, I'm certain The only thing I'm good for is hurtin' the ones I love But the ones I love

They really love me The ones I love They truly know me You drag my name It's kinda funny 'Cause my name Makes you lots of money

I guess I'm special, special Who the hell are you to say I'm not special? Oh well Got everybody talking in this hell hole I'm the devil Dante wrote me into his inferno Here we go

Again is this what you came for? You paid for? To watch somebody burn and crumble and stumble Then fumble all my words and let you twist them and listen To all the ugly things you tell me I am I'm tryin' So hard to understand how I'm the master manipulator Who couldn't fool anyone The monster reciprocator Shot no bullets from my gun The drama queen who never seems to get applause from anyone I won't be who you say I am

If I sang a song Would you listen? Or would you tell me I'm terrible? I won't play along This game is twisted But I think that would make me terrible That would make me-